Exercise – The Miracle Cure

Exercise is great, isn’t it? It can relieve and prevent all matters of ailments, especially stress.

Have you ever been feeling emotions so wild and confusing that the only way to relieve them is through exercise? Go for a jog, a long vigorous walk, beat up the punching bag, get the endorphins pumping through your veins.

I admit, I used to be a sucker for it myself. There is no better and healthier way to relieve stress and help yourself to feel better. It truly is amazing.

So what if, for some reason, you couldn’t do that anymore? You’re frustrated or anxious, but you can’t run it off. You’re angry, furious even, but you can’t just punch the bag for a while. Is that a whole other kind of torture, or what?

Well… Welcome to my life, and the lives of so many others with chronic illnesses.

I often hear “maybe you should exercise more,” and man that hurts. A) if exercise could cure me, I’d be be spending every day doing exactly that. And B) anyone who’s ever suffered this kind of illness would know that exercise can quite often make matters worse.

Last night I was feeling the frustration of this. I was having one of those days where I felt down, I felt anxious, I felt angry, I felt a whole lot of things relating to the burden of feeling sick every day. I felt the weight of pushing through normal every day life when all my body wants to do is hide away and rest.

And you know what I REALLY wanted to do? I wanted to punch a punching bag or a good hour while I blast some music. Or go for a long run that makes you feel exhausted in the good kind of way. But the sad fact is, the only ‘sporting’ activities I can do at the moment are Pilates, Archery and short walks. I’ve found a real release in Pilates, it does take my mind off a lot and allows me to care for and strengthen my body, rather than fight it every second of every day. And Archery is also a great distraction, plus shooting an arrow at a target can release some pent up anger πŸ˜›

But it’s not really the same. Not for the tumultuous emotions you can feel at any given moment when every moment out of bed is a physical effort, and when you feel isolated and maybe even a little judged.

I just want to go for a run, but it will hurt later. It will cause the next few days to be worse than they need to be. To put it simply, fatigue will be kicking my ass, and those physical symptoms that were causing my stormy emotions in the first place will be ten times worse. So what’s the point?

That being said, exercise is great for so many health conditions, mental and physical, including your heart health and relieving anxiety. I used to walk every single day before all of this, and I loved it. If you can exercise, you most definitely be doing it! But also try to have a little bit of empathy for those of us that can’t at the moment. We’re not being lazy, we’re just struggling more than you can see.

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